Another.... Day....

NOT EVEN A SINGLE SMS NOR CALL.
"There was no other choice. We could only break up."
I WILL NEVER EVER BE HELD IN HIS WARM ARMS AGAIN.
I WANT TO SEE HIM. I LOVE HIM.
MY HEART WAS SHATTERED INTO PIECES.
Takara chose another woman over you. Then why... Why do you still continue protecting him?
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Takara-kun became thiner.
He looks so tired, he must have been blaming himself.
He must have been! It's because of his good natured heart. Furthermore, he still has to choose between me and ami. The one that is most tired is most likely Takara-kun.
"I WON'T CRY ANYMORE!"
"I will work very hard to let my emotions settle down. So that next time we'll meet, I'll be able to smile and talk to him normally."
TO TELL HIM I'M REALLY ALRIGHT.
TO TELL HIM I WON'T BE DEPRESSED ANYMORE.
I WANT HIM TO KNOW I'M FINE. (Hikaru, said that, with tears in her eyes.)
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Probably experiencing heartbreaks,can gradually make us more mature.
There will be a day, for sure, in which this heart wrenching pain will flow away altogether with the time all at once. Maybe there will be a day when I'll fall in love with a more wonderful guy than you. Even though I can't predict the future, i still can Strive for it...! I will be brave, raise my head high, walk with confidence, BRAVELY TOWARDS THE FUTURE.

Extracted in Moe Kare- Chapter 23.

Do you know i felt exactly like that. I cried, It was exactly what I fell. But I didn't cry at all for him, not for his sake. But for myself, my friends, my family. I didn't want them to worry. I didn't want to immerse myself in these emotions too much till I can't pull myself out. It was good right? I managed to help myself in the end.