April Fool's Day just ended. That was a memorable day. Ha-ha. At least in the past, for now, it only proves to be a sad memory. I looked back, saw the many good times together with him. I will always keep it in my heart, never to lose it. It will bring tears to my eyes, rolling down as my crushed dreams. I have given up hope, I am not willing to indulge in the feeling 'LOVE' anymore. It doesn't exist, it's an attempt to break your heart, make you feel depressed. Last year, I was happy, like chirping bird in the morning sky. Now, I am not. U ask me why?
I answer, love lasts not forever, for a short while. At least, in my case. It's like that. *laughs sadly* I have loved full heartedly, but it's not cherished. It only shows that you shouldn't trust the guy with your heart. Get it girls? In a relationship, someone sacrifice, someone receive. It takes two hands to clap, I'm frantically trying to clap on one side. The other side refuses to try. Thus, it ended. "Feelings" are weird creatures, they come quickly, and goes quickly. I can say that he was taking it seriously, not in my opinion. =) There goes everything I put in. This shows that if you were to choose a boyfriend, please choose one, who takes you seriously. AND he loves you so much, he can't live without you. He would think of you first and help you. Please don't love the guy so much(like what stupid me did) and devote everything you have to the guy. He would take it for granted and break it! Lol. Not that he is a bad guy, mind me. He is not a good boyfriend, but a good friend. Not the friend who would be beside you all the time, but the kind to cheer you up when you're down. ^^
By: Gtxl
Oh ya, I gave up on him because, he got a new girlfriend(in less than one week, mind you, how heart-breaking it is!). If not, I think, I would continue my one-sided love. ha-ha. Devoted, stupid, ME! ^^v!
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
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GLADYS! You are not stupid. You are smart and lively and fun. Don't think of yourself that way. Life is too short to live it depressed and sad about your first love. Remember the experience, but don't stay stuck forever in the past, all right? You know we all love you, so we don't want to see you like this. Cheer up, aye?
Hey girl!! Why are you blaming yourself for this? It wasn't your fault and it will never be your fault that that relationship ended ok? We are always here for you and none of us will never leave you to suffer alone, alright? Trust me or not, I'll be here!!
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the guy indeed is selfish. if you cant it go, try to let it go bit by bit. dun think much of him anymore since he breaks yr heart deeply. anyway, its not wrong to love someone deeply as its yr first love and u wanted to give it all. you still have yr friends i see who are there for you and behind you so cheer up a little, k. you have really great friends with you and i admire your friendship with them, good luck in your life. *signed off*
Thanks anonymous. I really am sad. thank u for encouraging. *sad smile*
hey just passing by. i see you did not post any updated entry so meaning you still thinking of him? hey, hope you are doing fine though i do not know you well but it seems you really fallen deep in love with him? haha, i don't have the right to comment much on your affairs but hey, at least post some entries up to let your friends know you are ok? well, hopefully the next time i pass by, i can see some new entries, k *signed off*
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