I wish....

I wish upon every star i know, the God in heaven, my lord. I wish that he would talk to me like before. Jus like when he was very happy, like a kid, like the one i used to know. I even wish he speak to me like he speaks to his sister. At least with feelings: angry, happy, anything. Not hiding all up like a ball. I have to dig and dig and dig for it, i really tried my best this time, i want to make everyone in this world happy. Is it ever possible?? i wanna do that badly, especially that one. He speaks with such sadness, my heart breaks listening to it, or with no emotion. I feel desperate to let him regain back his own soul. What had happened to make this person? i dont know.