haiz~

i totally hate myself. Cant i be more independent? Always the weak one.. i really cant stand myself sometimes. you think the whole world own you? NO... i should be standing on my two feet, ppl dont want to accompany me... nevermind lah... go and do something else lor.. what's the problem with me? Damn. i guess i just want accompany. people to accompany me when im down and sad, people who would care about me and be there 24/7. but you know what? There are no such people in the world. so stop dreaming. haha. its alright i guess. everyone has their own free will. let them to their stuff and leave them alone dude. yeah, agreed. i love it when i go to the beach, the breeze is so nice and refreshing. so nice.. ahh... i wish i could go back to the times....