Today, i keep crying....

Hihiz,
Today a lot has happened... I heard that Colddbreaker cried in the morning because of the councillor camp thingy.. I was not feeling good about it, I dont like any of my friends to cry.. I cant believe that any one would make my strong headed good friend cry... How could they do this to her? I wont let that happen... Man, I feel damn weak for not stopping them.. What's wrong with them? Why did they do this to her? Make her feel so pressured... I dont know why they did that... I totally hate politics.. It so totally sucks, it just pisses me off...
I will be there for all my friends, I dont like anyone to betray people.. It gets onto my nerves.. When I just feel of her helplessness, I also feel 'Why did this happen?'... With no one to help her and even her best friend to not help her also.. I dont feel that as right, She is my friend & I dont care whether she did it correctly or worngly..Or anything... I will be there for you..Dude, I will not let you be alone there..No matter what I will stand beside you...I will not betray you for something else or someone else..You wont be alone...ok.. You know, I totally hate crying... But I always cry when I am having very strong feelings.. When I am furious with someone, when I am really heart broken...When I am too happy about something, I would get really emotional and start crying... And apparently... This made me very emotional, and I am crying like a baby now.. man.. I hate crying.. I so LOVE both of you.. haha.. Plus sk,ileane and other of my friends and family.. I love all of you and I will try to be by your side.. Dont get discouraged!! Know that i will be behind your backs!
I managed to borrow the movie 'Underworld', all about vamps and werewolves.. WoW.. Wonderful effects and the evolution was like 'WoW'... That was so cOoL.. hehex.. I wish for the whole world to be really happy.. and no more Quarrels.. and hurting!!